crzgurl4life

Ever since like before my birthday Ive been thinking a lot about how much i hate being single.... Im so sick of being lonely all the time.. like yeah i have all my friends but there is still that void that they cant fill... i guess im just a day dreamer or a wishful thinker... but idk i just want that feeling back that i had once before... the feeling of being wanted and trusted... and i dont want the sexually side of a relationship not till the right time... i just want the whole dateing and being close cause ive never really had that.... its always gone to far for me but i never stop it cause i was always scared but not anymore.... Ive got

For the Girls Who... - To every girl crying tonight--you know you deserve better than that - To every girl that dresses cute --- not skanky - *****To every girl who wants to be called beautiful -- not hot. -To every girl that will spend her whole day -- looking for the perfect present for you. - *****To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose -- the whore instead. - *****To every girl that would die to have a -- decent boyfriend. - *****To every girl who would just like once to be treated -- like a princess. - *****To every girl that cries at night because of -- another heartbreak. - *****To every girl that wont get dow

ok so..... this weekend has been a good one... except me getting hurt lol... it was bond to happen sooner or later.... but anyways im on crutches(sp) caz i have a really bad sprained ankle.... and well idk im still in a good mood even though it hurts..... and im still really grossed out by one guy and if he even thinks about coming near me tomorrow i swear his going to get an ear full... but besides that i miss talking to someone like i used to.... but i understand why things are the way they are now.... and i guess things happen for a reason..... for the most part ive made up my mind that i dont want a bf right now unless its one person..