Ever since like before my birthday Ive been thinking a lot about how much i hate being single.... Im so sick of being lonely all the time.. like yeah i have all my friends but there is still that void that they cant fill... i guess im just a day dreamer or a wishful thinker... but idk i just want that feeling back that i had once before... the feeling of being wanted and trusted... and i dont want the sexually side of a relationship not till the right time... i just want the whole dateing and being close cause ive never really had that.... its always gone to far for me but i never stop it cause i was always scared but not anymore.... Ive got to much pride now and i want it to stay that way....

I just want someone to share my time with and my secrets that i dont tell other friends... and i want that someone to be able to tell me anything and want to spend time with me.... and i want to be able to have fun no matter what we are doing.. and i want that unexplained feeling that people get when they fall in love.....

But thats just me being a wishful thinker i guess..... so for now ill be the single friends while all my friends have someone to call their own......